Dazed

 To bee seen is nice and being acknowledge is great. 

To be given credit for is kinda proud. 

But it sometimes gets overwhelming.

 

Don't you ever get tired? 

Repeating the cycle trying so hard to be the perfect bloom out of all the gloom. 

To be something you're always told to because they expected you to. 

Because I do.

 

Being invisible sounds nice to escape the pressuring plead to stop pleasing people. 

To just stare at the mystic pond admiring and wandering why did I stop listening to me and to finally look after me.

 

Do you ever feel like that too? 

Don't you want to be you? 

Maybe I care too much about people's opinions who cares to little about me. 

Why is that. 

 

Am I trying too hard? 

Did I forget myself?

Being gloom isn't that bad. 

It don't need to be perfect or pretty to be accepted. 

 

Right? 

Right?